“I believe honesty and trust builds a relationship to high heights, even if we fall, we’ll never touch the ground, We’ll still find our way up. I stand here to finally declare that I have found someone I love.” these are the words that would take me back to the very first time I met her, 4 years ago, until it had come to a point that I, unfortunately, found her happy with someone else, and yet still wanted to give it a chance.
It’s a sticky situation, isn’t it? When I knew the truth, the truth I kept from you that nobody is ever going to love you as I do, They’ll come and go, and come and go, I will still be here holding your hand. Although you could see it. I know how many times you wished they were me. But the real me is right beside you when you need a shoulder to cry on. I know you love me babe, and I cannot explain to you how much I love you, it wouldn’t feel enough. I don’t know if you understand the words… “Spending the rest of your remaining years with someone” means. Maybe I am delusional about you, but just so you know, my feelings for you have always been real. I may never have you as my own, Sometimes I don’t know if you ever feel the way I feel.
My life is just surrounded by the aroma of your distinctive name. I’ve seen how many women I can score, their weaknesses, but yet again, in the middle of all that, from nowhere, appears your face. If you not the one, if you are not meant to be mine, if you not designed for me, if I am not designed for you, why does it have to hurt so bad?
The Misery continues, when will it ever stop. Life is too short, If I were to die today all I ever want is you by my side, don’t say much, just hold my hand and I’ll be at peace. It’s okay, we’ve been good friends, I don’t know what lies ahead, but I am glad you know I feel about you now. I don’t care who judges, The truth stands. Maybe you don’t want me as much as I want you, A piece of me is losing you bit by bit, I am trying to keep them adhered, but seeing that the battle I fight is never good enough for the broken-hearted, The only toughest decision that I will ever have to make is to live at this moment, face reality, my reality is, to you I am just a myth and I don’t exist. If this was all just a lie, your reality will become the truth. I won’t exist in your world, But I will in somebody’s. That’s what’s beneath the truth.
Yes, it is true – he ‘excites’ you – pity I never knew he existed, but unfortunately, he does, when I did know, I still thought we can make it work, this was an entanglement from the word go, but you were never fully into it, I had to feel it on my own.
I honestly have no idea if you ever did love me honestly.
There is so much to the story – because I know I would take her back at an instant, but because I know I’d still be the one to do most of the fighting, it’ll never work.
At this point, it is best to let you be fully committed to what you have, I am a one-woman man, and I expect the person I want to be with to be a one-man woman.
This could’ve worked only if we had spend a lot of time together, but this felt wrong, emotionally abusive, and often felt like used.
Isaac More and Fiona – sounds like a myth despite the fact that i still love her.
